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May 31, 2007

Dino Might

Dino Constance has been fighting with his wife for a couple years, primarily over the custody of their baby son, who was removed from their home and put in foster care in the wake of allegations of domestic violence. The divorce has been especially ugly, made more so by the charge that Constance hired four different people to kill or wound his ex-wife. His defense team is preparing to claim Constance is mentally impaired. I have no idea what Constance did or why he did it, but his defense better be using that claim for real. There's nothing I hate more than when defense lawyers use insanity to try to excuse a client who isn't really insane.

Just sayin'.

Although his photo in this article certainly makes him look unhinged. Maybe it was just a bad hair day.

Mental illness defense possible

Thursday's International: Headlines

Good news from Wales: ‘Stigma surrounding mental health is slowly disappearing’

Bad news from Australia: Mental illness a burden on productivity

Further tragedy at Guantanamo (as if there weren't enough already): Saudi Arabia identifies apparent suicide victim at Guantanamo Bay prison

Similar tragedy in Japan: Another Japan Suicide

May 30, 2007

The Trouble With Spikol: Print Edition: Philip Dawdy!

A column about our friend over at Furious Seasons.

I don't remember how Philip Dawdy and I first became aware of each other, but we quickly identified as kindred spirits.

He's bipolar; I'm bipolar. He worked at an alt-weekly; I worked at an alt-weekly. He wrote about mental health in a way that got in people's craws; I do that too. Finally—and perhaps most important—we both have mental health blogs, though they're very different.

Dawdy's blog Furious Seasons is more serious. It's more analytical. He doesn't feature photos of cute animals. He doesn't confess things like having a crush on Jeremy Northam. (Not that there's anything wrong with that. Jeremy's dreamy!)

Dawdy's strength lies in his willingness to be disliked. He challenges accepted notions. He's on the front lines when a pharmaceutical company lies, or when research is fudged by pundits. He's combative, sometimes annoyingly so, but in the interest of providing information you won't get elsewhere. As a result, he's the most rigorous online mental health journalist out there.

A San Francisco Bay native, Dawdy fell into journalism by accident. An aspiring novelist, he started writing music reviews about 13 years ago, and found he liked it—so he went to the University of California at Berkeley to learn news writing. Since then he's racked up a ridiculous number of journalism awards, and garnered serious cred as a tough investigative journalist.

Dawdy was at Seattle Weekly for four and a half years, and spent much of that time writing about mental health—a subject that didn't come naturally. “It's another one of those accidents in life,” he says. “In January 2004 I wrote a feature about a Seattle public radio DJ who'd committed suicide the previous summer, and the article included my own ruminations on depression, bipolar disorder and somehow not killing myself. The response to the article was humbling—more letters and calls than Seattle Weekly had had in its 30-year history.”

Dawdy's editors recognized the potential of having him continue to cover the subject. But despite national honors from the National Mental Health Association and other regional awards and accolades for his coverage of the subject, Dawdy left Seattle Weekly last year when the paper's new owners Village Voice Media took over.

“I quit because I found our paper's new editorial management to be utterly clueless as newspeople,” he says. “They'd forced me away from writing about mental health, and then one of the new editors asked me to commit a crime in order to report a story. And the paper began running fake stories—fun stuff like that. So I quit.” It was a loss for print journalism but a win for the online world.

Dawdy actually started the blog a couple years ago, when he found out that Village Voice Media—formerly New Times—was taking over.

“I knew they'd want none of the mental health reporting I did, and certainly not with the frequency the situation demanded,” he says. “I'd worked for New Times during grad school, and knew they didn't fancy stories that smacked of social issues, and they didn't care for reporters who pursued such stuff.”

Given the political blogs Dawdy was into, he figured it might be the perfect approach for mental health issues too—a sort of hedge against the possibility that the print mental-health beat was nearing extinction.

“The ironic piece of what launched me into doing the blog is that I'd done a lot of reporting in homeless shelters, state hospitals, treatment centers and residential housing facilities the previous two years, and had really been amazed at how little care and results for schizophrenics had improved despite the advent of the atypical antipsychotics—the alleged silver bullet in treating schizophrenia,” Dawdy says. “I saw far too many patients in real-world clinical conditions who were getting zero benefit from the meds and whose bodies were being blown up in the process. Then all of a sudden in September 2005 there was independent scientific evidence of what I'd been picking up on in the field. And I sort of jumped on that and other evidence on those medications right out of the chute.”

Since then Dawdy has continued to break stories and hammer away at the issues that mean the most to him: moving psychiatry away from a medication-only or polypharmaceutical approach, and identifying and developing psychiatric drugs that actually work reliably. It's the kind of message mainstream America—and a medical establishment enraptured by prescriptions and diagnosis codes—needs to hear.

“I suspect at some point the blogging will pay off, but I'm not sure of the when or how,” Dawdy says. “But I know I have some kind of role to play in forcing a new level of accountability into the mental health industry. It's badly needed, and since only a few others are doing it, I'll stick with it until it doesn't make sense anymore. That could be tomorrow and it could be 20 years from now.”

For my part, I don't imagine I'll be mooning over Jeremy Northam 20 years from now, but I'll probably still be on meds. If Philip Dawdy has anything to say about it, they'll finally be the right ones.


Fast Facts

>> Philip Dawdy's blog: www.furiousseasons.com

>> Number of alternative weeklies now owned by Village Voice Media: 17.

>> Two that aren't: Philadelphia Weekly and Philadelphia City Paper.

>> Amount of time American broadband users spend online in a typical weekday: an hour and 40 minutes—48 percent of their spare time.

>> Raymond Carver, author of the short story “Furious Seasons,” on writing: “I think a little menace is fine to have in a story. For one thing, it's good for the circulation.”

Solicitation from pharmaceutical distributor

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I got this in my email today. Somehow it made me feel hopeful about honest medicine--especially the whopping part.

Take delivery of a massive concession on your medicine

honest types, paramount quality.

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No RX required.
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Healthy debate, part II

Responses to my joust with Mike:

From Adam B:

It may be that receiving "treatment" will help this man. However, we need to consider that treatment and chemical restraint are not the same thing. I've been on the receiving end of chemical restraint and I did have horrible side effects, to the point where I stopped talking all together. It was like being in a prison. Eventually I got a psychiatrist who decided to try psychotherapy with me instead of so many meds. It was from the therapy, and not the drugs, that I was able to regain my life and my drive.

From Kent:

There are risks to using psych drugs, just like there are with most other kinds of powerful drugs. It seems much less a human rights issue when someone weighs these risks [and is aware of what they all are], and decides for themselves that the benefits of taking the drug outweigh the risk. Maybe if someone was guilty of a violent crime like this and was facing the choice of prison or being drugged inside a psychiatric institution, the latter might seem preferable - I don't know. But I think there are some psych institutions that are probably not much better than most prisons, at least in regards to the living conditions that exist there.

The potential for injuries [or "side effects"] from these drugs shouldn't be taken lightly. If you choose to take antipsychotic medications and the person prescribing them for you listens to you and takes seriously what you have to say about how they affect you, then you probably have much less risk of being severely injured. But many people have suffered terrible injuries from some of these medications, and some have been killed by them - that should never be forgotten.

From Sally T:

I just hope, for Donald's sake, he does NOT end up at our fine Oregon State Mental Hospital. It's an absolute disgrace.

May 29, 2007

Something MUST be done

An abstract from a new study published by the American Psychiatric Assn.:

Treatment Prospects for Persons With Severe Mental Illness in an Urban County Jail H. Richard Lamb, M.D., Linda E. Weinberger, Ph.D., Jeffrey S. Marsh, M.D. and Bruce H. Gross, J.D., Ph.D.

OBJECTIVE: A retrospective study of inmates with severe mental illness in a large, urban county jail aimed to obtain information about their psychiatric and criminal histories and status, the psychiatric services they used while incarcerated, and the challenges they might present in psychiatric treatment after release. METHODS: The authors ascertained demographic characteristics, diagnoses, psychiatric and legal histories, and current psychiatric condition and treatment from jail psychiatric records of a random sample of 104 male inmates with mental illness and from electronic county mental health records and state records of criminal histories. RESULTS: Seventy-eight inmates (75%) were diagnosed as having a severe mental illness. Of these, 59 (76%) required inpatient care or its equivalent for part of their time in jail for the current offense. Of the inmates with severe mental illness, 92% had a history of nonadherence to medications before this arrest, 95% had prior arrests, 72% had prior arrests for violent crimes against persons, and 76% were known to have a history of substance abuse. CONCLUSIONS: A large percentage of persons with severe mental illness received their acute psychiatric inpatient treatment in the criminal justice system rather than in the mental health system. The persons with severe mental illness in this study would present a major challenge in treatment in any setting given their psychiatric and criminal histories. The resources of the mental health system need to be greatly expanded, with priority given to treating persons who are criminalized or who are in danger of becoming criminalized.

I'm so tired of seeing mentally ill people going to jail. It's awful.

R.I.P. sweet kitty

My sincerest condolences to TTWS friend Simon N., who explains his video thusly:

My cat died on May 9, 2007. I must confess a small part of me thought he'd live forever. He was always a mystery, arriving on our doorstep one day in 1992 and deciding this was his home - we didn't have a say in the matter. In his own quietly persistent way he became part of the family and 'the drifter' that blew in on our doorstep became a much loved family pet. Although he never did quite play by the rules. We could never decide on a name for him - which seemed to suit our transient friend just fine. He was forever more just called "Pussy" and he didn't mind one bit. He had no time for a collar, vet appointments nor even comfortable indoor living - he was his own cat and loved the outdoor life. For 15 years he endured the coldest winters, rain, hail n' shine and spent every moment in the great outdoors. Attempts to domesticate him were hopeless - even on the coldest winter evenings I'd place him on my bed and invite him to stay the night. He'd curl up, purr and enjoy my company yet as soon as I turned out the lights to sleep he'd be at my door insisting to be let outside with a pitiful meow. Of course I'd let him out and he'd disappear into the night to do what cats have to do - it wasn't my business. His days were spent in our garden - sleeping and exploring all its corners, hidden spots and loveliness. He truly loved that garden and found comfort in its safety. He honestly could see the beauty in flowers and the natural aesthetic of nature. The garden was his and he spent nights fighting neighbourhood cats who dared enter his domain. He endured a bite out of one of his ears after a particulary fierce battle - but even that didn't faze him. He was tough but loyal to those he loved and for some reason he loved me the most. I don't know what he saw in me but I felt the same way about him. I like to think in our hearts we were both 'drifters' who found an anchor in each other. When he passed I dug a hole in one of his favourite places he used to sleep in the garden. My mother collected flowers and we placed them in the ground with him and laid him to rest. The next day the tree overhanging his tiny grave dropped all it flowers and orange petals lay scattered where he rest eternally. It was beautiful and fitting for our garden loving cat. This video is a tribute to my friend "Pussy" - the original Mother Nature's Son.

HIV and depression

Happy weekend?

Did y'all have a good time this weekend? I went to Brigantine, New Jersey. I love that little island.

I just want to say that I now have 302 subscribers to my YouTube channel. The notion that all those strangers want to see me piss and moan about my problems (above, most pathetically) is hard to fathom. Has television really gotten that bad? Soon I'll be starting a poetry project on YouTube. That should get people really excited. Poetry's hot hot hot. I'll ask for audience participation, so get ready with your favorite poems.

Oh, and you don't actually have to watch this video. You can see from the still shot that I look like crap, hence my amazement that people would want to watch.

LATER: Hero of the Day, submitted by a faithful TTWS reader!

Er, lost in translation?

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I got this excerpt from an article about hypnosis as a cure for depression. It's actually more of a sales pitch than an article, but it helped cure my depression simply by exisiting. Pradeep Aggarwal, a member of International Medical & Dental Hypnotherapist Association, describes himself as a guru. Here's what he had to say about depression:

Hypnosis reveals you are some of the expression of a person’s feelings when he is sad and depressed.

1.No one loves me.

2.No on cares for me.

3.I have no right to live in this World.

4.I am useless. I cannot do anything.

5.I am merely a burden on my parents.

6.Why has God created me?

7.Why and for whom shall I live?

8.I am waste person. I have no right to be alive.

Now, you know about how you feel when you are sad and depressed. Now, what you have to do is to replace all those negative thoughts with the positive feelings. You have to replace the above negative thoughts with the positive thoughts. If you do this while in the state of hypnosis, your subconscious mind is more responsive to suggestion and the chances of improvement are more while in the state of hypnosis rather than the normal state.

1.Every one loves me.

2.Everyone cares for me.

3.I have every right to live on this world and deserve to be one among the several living individuals.

4.I am highly talented and powerful. Everything is possible.

5.I am God's gift to my parents.

6.God created me as a gift to my parents.

7.I have to live for myself and my well-wishers.

8.There is no talented person other than me. So, I have every right to be alive.

Now you have replaced all your negative thoughts with the positive and powerful thoughts. Now the sadness and depression have no place in your life.

You are now free and fresh with the positive and powerful thoughts guiding you instead of your sadness and depression.

Now, you will never again feel sad and distressed ever again in your life. Sadness and depression hold no place in your life.

All you have to do is to replace your sadness with the positive and strengthening thoughts.

Hypnosis: 10 steps to Control Sadness and Reduce Depression

May 25, 2007

More healthy debate!

TTWS reader Mike responds to the article EVS sent in. He has fairly dire predictions for Donald.

It's a sad and scary story. Clearly he needs help and people need to be protected but I don't think it's as simply as yay he got meds. He will be chemically restrained, will endure horrid side effects, and be put at risk for tardive dyskinesia. Over a period of months or years he will lose drive, motivation, cognitive functioning, the capacity for joy, and much of his humanity. Statistically his life will be shortened by 25 years. He will risk fatal side effects from medications. He will have breakthrough psychosis CAUSED by the meds. He will frequently go off his meds and will be even more psychotic/dangerous because of rebound issues (much worse than his baseline state). He will have a worse prognosis than his unmedicated counterparts who receive different forms of treatment. Again, society needs to be protected, thoughtful pharmacotherapy has its role but these are very difficult and complex issues that can’t be reduced to “just say yes.”

I disagree. First of all, we don't know what will happen, so such declarative statements don't sit well with me. Secondly, the poor man was homeless, seriously delusional, and was swinging from violent to catatonic to despairing. When they arrested him, he was soaked in his own urine. Those of us whose, um, hygiene has suffered similarly while ill--we know how horrible that is. To be in your own filth; it's humiliating, crushing. It's hard to imagine, as Mike suggests, that getting treatment for his disease will make Donald's life significiantly worse than it was. It may still be a crap life after he gets meds, but it won't necessarily be more craptacular than it was before.

Mental illness is so different for every person. If all the things Mike says are true for every person who's been hospitalized and medicated, how does that explain me? I take serious doses of antipsychotic medications and have for many years. I don't have tardive dyskinesia, do not have horrid side effects, have lost none of my drive, motivation or capacity for joy. I would venture to say I've gained humanity, not lost it.

Recovery is possible. I really believe that. Why do we condemn this man we don't know to such a tragic fate? Merely because he's going to the hospital rather than to prison?

Being in a hospital is far better than being in prison. That's a declarative statement I'm comfortable with.

Most hopeful last line of the day

Because Friday is Funday, I give you this depressing article (sent by EVS) about a schizophrenic man who punched a couple of women in an Arby's. He sounds like such a sad soul; he was crying when police took him away. But the last line of the piece is:

"He's in the hospital," Lenzser said. "And he will get medication. And he will get treatment."

That makes me feel better. Good luck, Donald.

Accused in hospital after punch

Noticias

El executive director de NAMI PA, Jim Jordan, visita el programa Puerto Rican Panorama esta semana.. La informacion que necesitan para mirar:

6abc Sabado, 26 de Mayo, 1:30 p.m.; Domingo a los 5 a.m., y overnight entre del Domingo y Lunes, 2:35 a.m. Despues del fin de semana, se puede ver el programa en WPVI digital channel a las horas siguientes:
:
· Monday @ 7 a.m. & 10 a.m.
· Tuesday to Friday @ 1:35 a.m., 4:05 a.m., 7 a.m., & 10 a.m.
· Saturday @ 1:35 a.m., 5 a.m., & 3:30 p.m.
· Sunday @ 5 a.m.
· Monday @ 12:05 a.m.

May 24, 2007

A healthy debate

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As you may or may not remember, I recently wrote a column about gun ownership and people with mental illnesses. It got some people riled up. I used to hate it when people disagreed with something I wrote--I felt as though they didn't like me-- but now I enjoy it. It's the best way to create dialogue, and when you talk about guns, the arguments get pretty fierce.

Below is a response to that column, from the Mental Health Association of Southeastern Pennsylvania's Susan Rogers, who takes issue with my point of view. Susan and I go way back, and she's always been very supportive of me. So I'm especially pleased to hear from her, rather than, say, an angry NRA member. Let Susan know your thoughts on this issues. I suspect the healthy debate will continue for a long time.

Dear Liz,

As you know, I am a big fan of your blog and also love your PW column!

That said, I was disappointed by your column on guns (“Bullet Point: Guns and mental illness are a lethal combination,” PW 5/2/07), particularly by the following: “Whether we’re talking about depression that leads to suicide or the kind of mental troubles that engender mass slaughter, the fundamental problem is the same: We don’t effectively keep guns out of the hands of people who—through no fault of their own and for organic reasons they have no control over—should not be allowed to own them.”

I fear that one result of your article will be to feed stigma, which is largely based on the public’s fear that people with mental illnesses are violent and that we don’t recover. I wish that, at the very least, you had provided some information about how rare violence committed by people with mental illnesses is. For example, here is a quote from a Duke University researcher, Jeffrey Swanson, Ph.D., referring to his study “Three Risk Factors Cited in Violent Behavior Among People With Severe Mental Illness,” published in the American Journal of Public Health in September 2002: “Violent crimes committed by psychiatric patients become big headlines and reinforce the social stigma and rejection felt by many individuals who suffer from mental illness. But our findings suggest that serious violence is the rare exception among all people with psychiatric disorders. The public perception that people who are mentally ill are typically violent is unfounded.”

And, of course, I have lots more such quotes. For example, according to a study by noted researcher John Monahan, “Clearly, mental health status makes at best a trivial contribution to the overall level of violence in society.”

Here is a link to a fact sheet on violence and mental illness on the Web site of the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration. Among the points it makes is that people with psychiatric disabilities are far more likely to be victims than perpetrators of violent crime.

A study by researchers at North Carolina State University and Duke University found that “people with severe mental illness — schizophrenia, bipolar disorder or psychosis — are 21⁄2 times more likely to be attacked, raped or mugged than the general population.”

Frankly, I wish no one could buy guns! But, since they can, I am fearful that, when you start denying people with mental illnesses the rights that other Americans have, it’s a slippery slope. Clearly, any gun sales should be strictly regulated – which they’re not – and involve references, background checks and a waiting period. However, the thing is, as the American Psychiatric Association pointed out in a 1994 fact sheet, “Research has shown that the vast majority of people who are violent do not suffer from mental illnesses.”

Thanks for allowing me to respond!

Susan Rogers
Director of Special Projects
Mental Health Association of Southeastern Pennsylvania

Hero of the Day: Stephen Fry

I know he's been hero of the day before--stop your carping. Thanks to Susan S. for sending the link.

Stephen Fry Named BT Mind Champion Of The Year 2007, UK

May 23, 2007

True confession: Wednesday, May 23

Lately all the comments on this blog have been spam, and they're all dumb. But there's one that keeps posting the phrase "Lieber grumble," and every time I see it, I giggle. I just think the two words together are cute.

Legislators gettin' busy

Senators Push For Better Mental Health Care

Assemblyman Rivera To Hold Public Hearing To Examine Mental Health Services

Men take breakups harder than women

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After my worst breakup, I cried for a solid year. I followed my ex around in my car, gazing at him through bushes and wooden fences. (Yes, I was weird then.) He seemed so happy. He was probably relieved to be rid of me. He had such a love of life, and I just couldn't keep up. The whole time we were going out, I thought he was too good for me--too charming, too handsome, too magnetic. He had an effortless social presence that I admired. Women loved him. Ooh boy. I shouldn't even write about the breakup. It was that painful.

Anyway, new research shows that men have a harder time with marital breakups than women do, and are more likely to suffer depression as a result. I find that very surprising, but the research is in Canada, where I imagine men are more sensitive.

Study: Men more prone to depression after breakup

[Image is of Jeremy Northam--who to me is the epitome of the kind of man I could never date because he's too charming, handsome and magnetic.]

May 22, 2007

In Memoriam: Jennifer Yael Bates

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A member of the PW "family" passed away this week, and I'm sending lots of comforting good wishes to her partner, David. She was truly a unique person. Whenever someone this interesting dies, I irrationally think, "Why couldn't someone dumb and boring have died instead?" It makes no sense, I know, but if there were a giant toteboard in the sky, Jennifer would have lived forever.

Here's a lovely tribute to her from the Philadelphia Inquirer.

Bookseller reflected in her wares

[This is a painting Jennifer did called Happy Birthday, Jennifer Bates]

Vivid Dream: Mitzy

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I dreamt I met a jocky, pretty, blond-haired girl named Mitzy Brooks. She wanted to go on a date with me, and I with her, so I got out my datebook. I saw all kinds of work commitments listed, and thought about how depressed I was. I made a plan to meet her, but I knew I'd cancel at the last minute, even though I thought she was pretty and nice and she had gone to Oberlin. She wrote "Liz Spikol" with a flourish in her datebook, and I was frightened: How did she know my last name? Would my reputation suffer because I was going on a date with a girl? Would Mitzy tell all of her Obie friends about it?

Later, I saw my friend Jennifer's mother, and she told me she was married to Ray Manzarek (pictured, with his real wife), of the Doors. "You can't imagine how annoying it is," she said, "to always have to find an excuse so I don't have to go to concerts"--as though the Doors were playing out all the time. I notice she looked a little tough and cool in her leather pants and spiky hair, and I thought, "That's what happens when you marry a rock star. You get cool."

Later still, a building started to fall from the sky on top of people--another 9/11 dream, which I have every couple of months. We had to escape, and we decided to leave the country. Oaths were hurled at George Bush for putting us in danger and making the rest of the world hate us (the realistic part of the dream).

And later again, I sat on the ground a block away from where a shooting had occured, while a hip-hop group led by Kanye West rapped about the epidemic of homicide in the black community. I wanted to know all the words to it, but I only knew the chorus, which is kind of what happens when I listen to real Kanye West songs.

May 21, 2007

Someone you don't want to date...

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...especially considering the last sentence.

AP-A New Hampshire nurse is scheduled to plead guilty today to charges she used her position to have a former boyfriend involuntarily committed to a mental ward.

Thirty-year-old Julia Lynch of Rollinsford is scheduled to appear in Portsmouth District Court today on charges of false swearing and tampering with public records at Portsmouth Regional Hospital, where she was a nurse. She's also charged with stalking and false imprisonment.

Prosecutors say she filed paperwork with the hospital saying her former boyfriend needed emergency psychiatric help last fall. In response, police took him into custody and brought him to the hospital for an evaluation. He did not need psychiatric care.

Lynch faces similar charges involving a second former boyfriend last spring.

[Story courtesy Joe G. Image courtesy Funny Designs.]

Top o' the mornin' to ye

Mentally ill murderers go free without any mandate for compliance, putting the burden again on the correctional system to deal with mental health issues.

A public defender tells the Reno Gazette Journal: "I see AB193 as a codification of one of the criminal justice system's 'dirty little secrets,' namely that the jails and prison systems have become the primary mental health providers in our communities."

Legislators take issue with pleas of insanity

[Thanks KR!]

May 18, 2007

And you thought the U.S. system was broken...

90% of depression sufferers in China fail to get proper treatment

Medisucks/ShrinkRap

A new study shows that people plagued by Part D are having trouble getting access to their psych meds. Scroll down here. Also, there are some other good stories on that site.

Plus, I got an email from someone over at ShrinkRap, which is a blog written by psychiatrists. As I am very fond of my psychiatrist, I like the site. I suppose if you think psychiatry is bunkum, you won't want to hang out there. Then again, you're probably not hanging out here, either.

Two things

New website for returning veterans
Guardian "celebrates" 20 years of Prozac (Thanks Simon)

May 17, 2007

What you're doing tonight

What: Fundraiser for the Painted Bride Quarterly, with special guest RICK MOODY!
Where: World Cafe Live
When: 7:30 p.m.

CLICK HeRE For MorE

News bites

From Kent: living in a walkable neighborhood will lessen depression in older men

Doug Supernaw: Former country superstar. Now starring in a courtroom near you.

Un-P.C. headline of the day: Mental illness sent high-school athlete 'right off his rocker'

Thank you, Josh C.

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So generously, Josh C. took the time to write in. I can't say how much I appreciate these words. However, despite his eloquence, I realize I have increasingly failed in my mission to REPRESENT (oh yeaaaah) the 2-1-5. Josh, never fear--there is nothing I love more than Philly, not even my parents or my hamster or my boyfriend or apple turnovers. This city is my true love, and since it's so stupid and funny, I should really write about it more often.

But Josh, have you checked out the website Philadelphia Will Do? It's hilarious. It's all about Philly, every little bit of it. I'm completely addicted. And yes, it is by my colleague, but I swear I'm not recommending it for that reason. He's a weird kid. He's like 16 years old but has a Philadelphia institutional memory that confounds me. He's all, "Dilworth this, and Dilworth that." I wasn't even born then! Sometimes I wonder if aliens have landed in Philly and taken over his body. I mean, if aliens are going to land anywhere, it'll be Philly. No matter where they were from, they'd feel right at home.

Anyhoo, if you'd like to see what prompted all of this, Josh's comment is after the jump. Though you can read it for yourself, I just want to quote the last part of it, just in case (like me) you see a jump and think, "I'm so tired..." He writes: "The dark corners of human life, whether they be mental illness or something else, are always going to be there and sometimes we have to visit those places in order to appreciate the light in our lives."

So wise. Thank you, Josh, for taking the time to write and for making my day. I appreciate it.

[Photo of Milton Street, funniest Philadelphian, hands down.]

I don’t quite know how to say what I’m feeling, but hopefully my point will come across. I started reading TTWS because of the overwhelming Philadelphia influence. I love that town. Unfortunately, it’s been hard to find the time to visit as much as I’d like; even living only two hours away. This blog gives me a Philadelphia shot like nothing else short of being there. But that’s changed with time.

I don’t knowingly suffer from any mental health issues, although I have seen myself developing more accute issues with anxiety over the past several years. I often question myself as to what am I coming away from TTWS with other than an greater understanding of the issues mental health patients face? What exactly is my motivation for reading this blog?

This video has finally answered that question for me. I think this is the first time that I’ve heard you use the word crazy. Truth be told, I think you’re a rock and I think a lot of your readers would agree with me. But every now and then you expose yourself and that’s where your real courage lies. That can be contagious. The last seven months of my life have not been the best of times, but you’ve taught me that in order to become a Liz Spikol (for fear of elevating you too highly), you have to suffer some slings and arrows.

The dark corners of human life, whether they be mental illness or something else, are always going to be there and sometimes we have to visit those places in order to appreciate the light in our lives and further develop who we are as individuals.

It was awful/Cute Fix

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Last night, after giving a speech to a NAMI group in Glenside, I kind of fell apart. It's hard to talk about that stuff sometimes. Other times, it's a breeze, and I walk away feeling chipper and helpful. But last night I just kept thinking about everything that happened to me in the years when I was acutely ill and my illness wasn't manageable, and the words "It was awful" were reverberating in my brain. I started having all kinds of unpleasant memories, and I felt exhausted both from the memories and from the experience of getting lost a bazillion times when I was driving there and back. I felt like I had spent the whole night trying to be like everyone else--acting as though life was effortless. But it's not effortless, and I think that's why I kind of broke down. I spent seven years of my life in the most horrible circumstances, and I know I have PTSD from that, not to mention from the time I was raped, which really is when all my problems began.

Anyway, I was feeling so upset, I made a video talking about it. I'm thinking of taking it down now, but on the other hand, I feel like it was honest, so maybe I'll leave it up. I don't know.

Meanwhile, enjoy this cute photo of a funny squirrel. It makes everything better, doesn't it?

May 16, 2007

A thoughtful response to TTWS: Print Edition

From Kent R.:

Is it really Asparagus Month? Man, I can't remember the last time I've had asparagus. No wonder things have been so hard recently.

In seriousness, though, I want to say that I'm very glad you included that statement from Philip Dawdy, Liz, because it seems to be very much the case that most people who get caught up in the mental health system do not have appropriate representation in court, or anywhere else. It may be expedient to treat people like products on a factory assembly line in the short run, but it the long run it can have devastating effects - both for the people treated that way and sometimes even for society at large.

I am also very glad you included that statement from Benedict Carey, because I've always resented the way psychiatrists use that phrase "lack of insight". In common usage, it seems to refer to someone who does not reflect on themselves or what motivates them, but in psych-speak it seems to mean a less than wholehearted acceptance of whatever diagnosis any particular psychiatrist wants to apply to someone. Just like the term "Schizophrenia", it seems to refer to something different when used psychiatrically than is the popular perception of its meaning. I think the public perception about those terms is of something that is actually more perjorative than what is meant in a mental health context.

The use of that particular term has always been a particular sore point for me ever since I snuck a peak at some of my mental health records - (which was probably the only way I would've ever seem any of them) - and saw it on there. If the powers-that-be are going to use a term like that in someone's records, shouldn't they at least put a lot of thought into what they are saying, and put it in some kind of context so as not to be any more slanderous than necessary?

D-Mac Attack

Actually, there's no attack or anything, I just had a weird craving to say that phrase. But this is a tip from D-Mac--there's a book tour at Robin's Bookstore tonight for Moving a Nation to Care, a book about PTSD in combat veterans. I can't go because I'm doing a speaking engagement about recovery (well la-di-da), but you should go if you're around. It's a really important topic. No. 4 on my list of things I want to talk about all the time.

Event: Moving a Nation to Care Book Tour - Stop #2
"More than a book signing, it's a community pow wow and brainstorming session to support our troops."
What: Informational Meeting
When: Wednesday, May 16 at 6:00pm
Where: Robin's Bookstore - Philadelphia, PA

Turnover and forget it

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Every other Wednesday, pretty much, you guys get a serious dose of Spikol. If you want more than you already have, go to www.philadelphiaweekly.com, and click on Liz Spikol's Philadelphia. Though I think director/producer Jess Fuerst did an excellent job, the sad truth is that I watched that video and felt nothing but self-loathing. You know how that is--when you're a little depressed, your own faults seem monstrous: I've gained too much weight! My haircut is awful! I have a double chin! My hips are wide! (There's a theme, here, apparently.) Plus, I felt like I was boring until we got into a conversation with the chess-playing dude. Why do I think people are interested in my stupid childhood? Aaaargh!

Ahem. Okay. I've just eaten an apple turnover and I feel momentarily better. My psychiatrist wants me to cut sugar out of my diet to improve my mood, but how can I when it gives me so much pleasure in the form of a crispity pastry? If it weren't for Jazzman's Cafe and their delectable treats, I think I'd be in a funk all day long. I love that place so much, I'd open a franchise.

[Lick-the-screen-worthy image courtesy Fiera Foods]

The Trouble With Spikol: Print Edition: Monthly Bill

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Senate Bill 226 changes the Mental Health Procedures Act—perhaps for the better.

May is Older Americans Month, Vocabulary Month and Asparagus Month. Much as I like elderly people, words like floccinaucinihilipilification and smelly vegetables, May is also Mental Health Month, and thus I’m charged with saying something serious.

It’s the kind of obligation that makes me wish my beat were ducklings, so I could write about the fact that May is National Duckling Month.

Which it is, believe it or not.

There’s a lot happening in mental health these days, and in particular I’d like to urge everyone to sit down with a nice cup of coffee (or tea, or Paxil), and do a search of The New York Times archives for articles by Benedict Carey on the subject of psychiatry and the pharmaceutical industry.

Or do a Google search using the words “Zyprexa scandal.”

Either or both will help you understand what I believe are the two most important issues in mental health today: prescribing psychotropics for children, and pharmaceutical-industry influence.

If I could, I’d write about just these two things for the rest of the year.

But given that the largest mass shooting in U.S. history occurred last month, it’s hard to ignore the issues that have come to the fore in the wake of that tragedy.

One such issue—and this is perhaps the third thing I’d write about all the time if I could—is how to get people treatment even when they don’t believe they need it. And how to do so without infringing on people’s rights—the rights of the sick person, and the rights of the caregiver.

Since I started writing this column eight years ago, I’ve been flooded with requests for help from readers trying to get treatment for sick relatives or friends who are too psychotic and delusional to know they need it. These people are almost always turned away from hospitals because they don’t seem to present a clear and present danger—Pennsylvania’s current standard for involuntary treatment.

Now when caregivers ask me for help with an urgent situation, I tell them the truth: There’s nothing you can do. You’ll have to wait until it gets so bad, it’s life or death.

Activist Jeanette Costello knows this well.

In one year Costello’s daughter was in and out of hospitals 15 times. “Each time she stopped her medications,” Costello says, “I waited the days or weeks that it took to see her reach the level of clear and present danger to herself or others currently required by our current Mental Health Procedures Act. She had a total lack of insight for her need for the medications that would help her.

“Each time I tried to find help for her, I was only allowed to relate to the emergency room staff what dangerous behavior had occurred within the last 30 days. If what I stated wasn’t considered dangerous enough, we’d need to go back home and wait a little longer.”

Costello spent those required waiting periods in a state of fear and hypervigilance. Her daughter would hear voices that told her to leave the house, so she’d wander away in the middle of the night.

Costello could get a case manager to visit only every two weeks. Meanwhile, Costello was living in crisis every minute of the day. It was exhausting and destructive.

Costello’s daughter is better now, but those frantic days took a toll. So Costello is fighting (with her daughter’s support) for Pennsylvania Senate Bill 226, which would compel some people with severe, disabling mental illness to receive outpatient assisted treatment. It isn’t forced hospitalization, but it is forced treatment.

Costello says she isn’t trying to infringe on anyone’s rights.

“The bill is important because it would change the frighteningly long period of time it can take to meet the stringent dangerousness criteria that currently exists,” she says. “It also allows for a history of someone’s hospitalizations to be considered, instead of just 30 days, which means that someone in my daughter’s situation would be spared the Russian roulette-type of waiting to receive treatment while hoping that nothing too serious or irreversible occurs.”

No one wants to go back to the days when involuntary hospitalization meant months or years of spurious and damaging treatment.

But when there are more mentally ill people in prisons than in hospitals, you know there’s a problem that calls for serious measures.

Is Senate Bill 226 one of those measures?

Mental health journalist Philip Dawdy, who writes the blog FuriousSeasons, isn’t sure. He worries about how effective such legislation would be.

“I also worry that these laws don’t do a good job of protecting the rights of patients who are innocent of a crime yet have their rights to their own bodies taken away by society,” he says. “A real key for a law like this is what provisions are built in so that the patient has appropriate representation in court and can switch medications and dosages should a medication prove injurious or doesn’t work.”

Dawdy makes a good point. So though I’d like to make a grand, sweeping statement for Mental Health Month, I can say only this for now: Senate Bill 226 raises some interesting issues.

Or I could make a grand, sweeping statement for National Duckling Month, one free of complexity and nuance: Duckies are cute!

I think that’s something we can all agree on.

Just the Facts

>> To read Senate Bill 226 go here and type in the bill number in the upper right corner.

>> Last week The New York Times’ Benedict Carey reported that an increase in payments from pharmaceutical companies to doctors has coincided with an increase in antipsychotic drug prescriptions for children. “There’s an irony that psychiatrists ask patients to have insights into themselves, but we don’t connect the wires about how money is affecting our profession and putting our patients at risk,” wrote Carey.

>> In a year-long search for the funniest joke, British psychologist Richard Wiseman and his team from the University of Hertfordshire found that the duck is the world’s funniest animal. “If you’re going to tell a joke involving an animal, make it a duck,” said Wiseman.

May 15, 2007

Hey, you--vote!

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If you live in Philly, please don't forget to vote. The future of the city--nay, of democracy itself--rests in your hands. Personally, I'm torturing myself over who to vote for. I prefer Dwight Evans to the rest, but he's not really in contention. That means I have to vote for Michael Nutter so we don't wind up with Tom Knox as mayor. But my heart's not in it.

The polls were super crowded this morning. It was kind of inspiring.

[I grabbed this weird little image from the League of Women Voters of New Jersey website. How did they know what I was wearing to the polls?]

Most Depressing Headline of the Day

Doctors Studying Babies for Mental Illness

Give me a break

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It would seem that Paris Hilton is so traumatized by the (very light) judgment against her, she's incompetent to stand trial. This is so incredible to me. If people who howl like coyotes and pick imaginary nits from their hair are judged competent, I find it hard to believe she isn't. It's laughable, y'know? Like, LMFAO.

Perhaps, as a result of this experience, Paris Hilton will become a mental healthcare advocate. Wouldn't that be fun?

Paris Is Too Much Of An Emotional Wreck To Face Civil Suit Says Psychiatrist

Thanks to Joe G. You know how to pick 'em.

May 14, 2007

Someone NOT going to jail, for a change

Excerpts from a Sun-Journal (Mass.) article by staff writer Donna M. Perry:

A judge ordered charges against a mentally ill New Vineyard man be dismissed Friday after he was found to be incompetent to stand trial. Justice Joseph Jabar heard testimony from forensic psychologists that Michael D. Brown, 28, has a severe psychotic disorder that causes delusions. He read several evaluation reports before he concluded that Brown is not competent to stand trial and that there does not exist a substantial probability he will be in the foreseeable future.

Jabar also directed the Franklin County Sheriff's Department to start the paperwork to involuntarily commit Brown to an institution for the mentally ill.

County Deputy Michelle St. Clair charged Brown after she attempted to check on his welfare because he has a long mental health history. She stopped his car on Route 27 in New Vineyard and walked up to the car, she said at the time. Brown had a loaded shotgun, with the safety off on his lap, and had it pointed toward the door where she was standing.

The deputy reported Brown said, "If I'm gonna go, I'm going to take somebody with me."

St. Clair talked him into putting the gun away and was trying to talk him into getting out of the car, when Brown took off and led police on 4½-mile high-speed chase, St. Clair said.

Brown was also found incompetent to stand trial on those same charges in April 2006 and was placed into the custody of the state DHHS and admitted to Riverview Psychiatric Center in Augusta. On Friday, Dr. Andrew Wisch and Dr. Ann LeBlanc, both psychologists, testified on their findings on Brown. Both concluded that despite high, potent dosages of two antipsychotic medications he is still delusional.

Brown has two previous felony convictions of threatening with dangerous weapons and has previously been involuntarily committed more than once to a mental health institution.

By law, a person who has committed a felony or been involuntarily committed to a mental health institution is prohibited from possessing firearms, but Brown does not comprehend that, Assistant District Attorney Andrew Robinson said.

"I've been in so much trouble with guns, I never, ever want to have one again," Brown told Jabar.

For full text, go here.

Put on those thinking caps

Name The New Bipolar Disorder

Rough seas

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I'm sad to learn that Lars von Trier, the filmmaker who made Breaking the Waves, among other challenging films, is too depressed to keep working. Though I didn't much care for his latest films, he was certainly unique in his point of view. Thanks to EVS for letting me know.

Depression halts Von Trier films

Also from EVS:

Child mental health unit planned

May 11, 2007

Inspector General's report

From the AP:

Inspector general's report warns of inadequate mental health treatment

WASHINGTON A report is raising new concerns about the mental health treatment available to veterans returning from Iraq and Afghanistan.

The report -- from the inspector general of the Department of Veterans Affairs -- finds that those veterans are at increased risk of suicide, because V-A health clinics don't have 24-hour mental health care available.

It's the first comprehensive look at mental health care available to veterans -- particularly in the area of suicide prevention.

It finds that many facilities lack 24-hour staff, or personnel who are properly trained -- and that there isn't adequate screening for mental problems.

The study's authors say with about a-third of veterans reporting symptoms of post-traumatic-stress disorder, officials in charge of veterans' health care need to move toward "full deployment of suicide prevention strategies."

Delightful

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I love Molecular Psychiatry. I've been reading it lately, and by reading, I mean seeing words on a page without comprehending a godamn thing. It's like reading Finnigan's Wake: You know it's genius, but you're just not smart enough to know why. For example, this abstract of a recent article about schizophrenia:

New genes consistently associated with schizophrenia include NRG1, Akt, DISC-1 and dysbindin-1. Since these genes participate in neurotransmission, neuroplasticity and neurodevelopment it has not been easy to elucidate which of these roles are abnormal in patients with schizophrenia. Neurite formation is identified as a crucial stage in development, and it is proposed that a defect in neurite formation originating from abnormally encoded proteins by these new genes could be at least an in vitro marker that reflects the most consistent molecular and neuroanatomical findings in schizophrenia. A systematic review of the literature linking the process of neurite formation to genes with replicated evidence that supported their association with schizophrenia was conducted. In addition, an outline of the process of neurite formation was included. Neurite formation was shown to be induced by neuregulins, the product of the gene NRG1. The activation of Akt, a serine/threonine kinase, promoted neurite formation in six independent studies. Conversely, two studies found that Akt inhibits neurite outgrowth. Stronger evidence supporting an association with the new genes related to schizophrenia and neurite formation comes from DISC-1. Defects in DISC-1 protein were shown to directly alter the process of neurite formation. Dysbindin-1 has not yet been directly implicated in neurite outgrowth. These findings suggest that the proteins encoded by NRG1, Akt and DISC-1 are implicated in the process of neurite formation in cellular models as well as, at least in part, animal models during development. Abnormalities in this process could have potential etiologic implications for schizophrenia. Direct evidence, however, of abnormal neurite formation in patients with schizophrenia is still missing. Limitations to this model are identified.

Did you understand that? If so, go here. You'll love it.

May 10, 2007

Just one more reason Benedict Carey should get a Pulitzer

You must read this.

Psychiatrists, Children and Drug Industry’s Role

Responding to the article about fat and genetics

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From Sarah Watson (pictured, doing a triathlon, for god's sake), responding to this:

While these articles are interesting tidbits to throw into the omgfat fire, I still wonder why they have so many theories going out there presented as fact, yet nothing works for some people. Weight issues are never a cut-and-dry, fit-into-the-box thing, just like mental and psychiatric issues. There will always be variation and there will always be the numerous exceptions to the so-called rules.

I'm fatter than anyone in my family has ever been. Actually, there are only a few people in my family that are even classified as obese. Yet, I work out more than any of them ever have and I eat less than any of them. Do I lose weight? Nope. I'm sure you have an idea of how much I work out and how much and what I eat. Most people call bullshit when I tell them. Genetics? It doesn't explain my psychiatric illnesses because no one in my family has ever had bipolar nor any form of epilepsy. Many others in my clan have diabetes. Me? Perfect blood sugar levels.

Am I an exception to the rule or was I just switched at birth without anyone realizing it?

May 09, 2007

Losing weight might be harder than you think

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I am overjoyed to read this research analysis, published in the New York Times, which shows that "70 percent of the variation in peoples’ weights may be accounted for by inheritance, a figure that means that weight is more strongly inherited than nearly any other condition, including mental illness, breast cancer or heart disease."

That's pretty overwhelming. I fight my weight tooth and nail, every day, and I've always assumed that struggle was a result of poor will power. I've hated myself. But listen to this:

The results did not mean that people are completely helpless to control their weight, Dr. Stunkard said. But, he said, it did mean that those who tend to be fat will have to constantly battle their genetic inheritance if they want to reach and maintain a significantly lower weight. ...

The message is so at odds with the popular conception of weight loss — the mantra that all a person has to do is eat less and exercise more — that Dr. Jeffrey Friedman, an obesity researcher at the Rockefeller University, tried to come up with an analogy that would convey what science has found about the powerful biological controls over body weight.

He published it in the journal Science in 2000 and still cites it:

“Those who doubt the power of basic drives, however, might note that although one can hold one’s breath, this conscious act is soon overcome by the compulsion to breathe,” Dr. Friedman wrote. “The feeling of hunger is intense and, if not as potent as the drive to breathe, is probably no less powerful than the drive to drink when one is thirsty. This is the feeling the obese must resist after they have lost a significant amount of weight.”

And what happens when you add weightogenic psychotropics to this mix? No wonder I have trouble losing weight.

Genes Take Charge, and Diets Fall by the Wayside

[Photo of potbellied pig from PetPig.com]

First Person, Singular: Action Alert

This comes from advocate Fran Hazam. I really like this idea:

Experienced discrimination in Mental Health Services by your health insurance company?

Tell your story. Your voice can make a difference. Countless Americans routinely experience insurance discrimination that prevents them from receiving the mental health and substance use treatments they need to live full, productive lives. If you are one of these people, we want to hear your story! By sharing your experience, you will:

-Lend your voice to the millions of Americans working to end mental health insurance discrimination;
-Encourage others to tell their story and show their support;
-Show members of Congress that a lack of parity doesn’t just harm people with mental health needs, it puts the well-being of ALL Americans at risk; and

Help break down the stigma and misunderstanding that prevents so many people from speaking out about mental illnesses and fighting for change.

Do it today ! Click here.

Funny or Offensive?


Virginia Tech Shooter Ordered To Complete Mental Health Treatment After Death

May 08, 2007

Quote of the day: Dorothea Dix

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"Man is not made better by being degraded; he is seldom restrained from crime by harsh measures, except the principle of fear predominates in his character; and then he is never made radically better for its influence."

So said the champion of people with mental illnesses and the plight of the incarcerated.

The cost of neglect

From the Associated Press:

A federal jury has awarded $2.75 million dollars to the family of an inmate who died in a state prison in 2002. Jeffrey Clark died of dehydration at an Ionia correctional facility after five days in confinement following a seizure. The award was announced Friday. The suit contended Clark's civil rights had been violated because prison employees failed to give him water or medical attention.

The 39-year-old was a paranoid schizophrenic. He was serving nine to 30 years after being convicted of robbing a liquor store with a beer bottle in 1987.

Named in the suit were the prison warden and several other corrections employees.


Discrepancies in the death penalty

More injustice in the criminal justice system. Thanks to EVS for sending this in:

Death row's IQ divide

It's a bipolar world

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That's according to a new study--or new guidelines, actually--cooked up by the National Institute of Mental Health. The gist of it is that if you include so-called subthreshold bipolar disorder, the numbers double. Subthreshold bipolar is diagnosed when the patient almost meets the criteria of bipolar, but falls a little short. The researchers say that reevaluating the data suggests subthreshold is as common as threshold bipolar. But if you include both, doesn't that make the distinction between them meaningless? I find it confusing.

The point of the study is to encourage clinicians to be more cognizant of bipolar when prescribing. Many subthreshold patients seek help for depression, anxiety and substance abuse, and are given antidepressants--which can make bipolar symptoms worse.

Bipolar Illness Widely Underdiagnosed: Study Shows More Than 4% of U.S. Adults Affected

[This is a photo of a band called Threshold. Why is the man in the lower-right swaddled like that? Maybe he's got subthreshold bipolar and is getting some inappropriate swaddling treatment.]

May 07, 2007

Press release from the U.S. Dept. of Defense

Defense Department Releases Mental Health Assessment Findings

Click above to watch a video of the briefing.

May 04, 2007

Celebrity-related suicide

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I was trying to find some cheerful news to leave you with, for Friday is Funday, since it hardly ever is anymore. Instead, I found myself reading about the suicide of a young Irish student, a 22-year-old guy named John Marc Knight, who killed himself after his ex-girlfriend started going out with Collin Farrell.

Now, I always feel sad (to say the least) when someone commits suicide, but in this case, I really wish I could have said something comforting to poor young John. I mean, it's horrible to have your girlfriend leave you, but if she leaves you for a schmuck, you feel terrible, right? It means you're worse than a loser. You can really beat yourself up over it.

But if she leaves you for a famous actor who's gorgeous and rougish and who romances her, that just means she's taken in by celebrity and beauty--and who wouldn't be? She was at a bar when Farrell came onto her. What young woman working as a retail sales clerk could resist such attention? You'd have to be made of steel. So John, I would say, it's not about you. You're probably perfect and wonderful. You'll find someone better. You're young and cute and nice and friendly. Don't despair!

The poor guy. Now I'll be sad about him all weekend.

[I've pilfered this image of the two fellows from the Sun, that illustrious beacon of truth. Will they sue?]

Deja vu all over again

Sometimes it seems we're just spinning